| Title | : | Unconditional |
| Author | : | |
| Rating | : | |
| ISBN | : | - |
| Language | : | English |
| Format Type | : | Kindle Edition |
| Number of Pages | : | 307 |
| Publication | : | Published March 14, 2019 |
One moment to link two souls forever.
That moment came when I pulled her out of her darkest hour.
The tragedy that threatened to swallow her whole and shatter her innocence.
Save her.
Protect her.
Love her.
I vowed.
Ten years later, my vows are the same.
But I’m different
She’s different
We’re different.
And the feelings threatening to break free have the power to destroy everything.
I’ll stop at nothing to keep her safe, but what if the very thing she needs protection from
...is me?
Unconditional Reviews
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ARC reviews are talking about a hot love story between two people with an age gap but all I see is the story of a guy who falls in love with a child he raised and I feel sick!
And they do not want to give the information about their ages. Age gap, they say. Oh come on, tell me what the age gap is.
Well, let me tell you, she was 7 when he was 23. That's the age gap.
Because he takes her in when she is 7 and raises her, he acts like a father figure.
One review says, "It's a real "Daddy" story with great emotion". Another one says "It has delicious daddy kink in it" - yayyyy, how nice... Let me go puke some more!
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Correct me if I am wrong and he didn't fall in love with a child he raised because I am talking about it without reading the book but based on two honest reviews. And if it is the case, I mean if I am not wrong about what happens, then, please don't tell me how epic their love is!
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P.S. And most reviews say that they don't want to talk about the taboo subject because - I am quoting - we have to read and see!
Are you f*cking kidding me???
You have to tell what that taboo is so that I can decide to buy it or not. I was able to find only two reviews explaining the taboo matter. hope it increases with time. -
4 Forbidden Stars ⭐️
Unconditional is the story of Maddie a young girl who lost both parents to a double murder/suicide. Left orphaned she is taken into care by Cal, a junior law enforcement officer who finds her at the scene of the crime.
Present day sees 10 years have passed and Maddie is approaching her 18th birthday. Having spent her formative years with Cal, her feelings begin to evolve, creating complications for them both. For many, this book would be classed as a taboo read as it involves a guardian and his ward falling for each other, not to mention a large age gap.
Although Cal tries to keep their relationship platonic, ultimately the heart wants, what the heart wants. As they very much love one another, they are prepared to deal with the ramifications once they decide to enter into a relationship.
‘Maybe all along I’d been falling in love with her. Not in a sexual way, but in a way that made me love her mind and her soul and her heart. The way that made me believe in soul mates’.
This is a very hot and explicit read, so be warned. I really enjoyed this although it takes a strangely twisted turn at the end... -
This is the best taboo/ age-gap romance I've read so far, This book was wonderfully written.This my first Q.b. Tyler's book and I want to read all of her backlists now, This author knows how to write the best taboo romance. At first, I thought that I'd be uncomfortable but oh boy I loved their story so much.
Cal and Mads are the definitions of soulmates, I loved how Cal took care of her and loved her unconditionally. the way he treats her, and how he protects her is just perfect, he is now my favorite book boyfriend.
I liked Madds so much she's so strong and she knows how to stand for herself, Her relationship with Margie and Aria was so sweet I loved them so much. but omg the ending took a turn I was not expecting, I didn't see that coming. I highly recommend giving this one a try! -
2.5 stars ⭐️
‘I want to worship her…but I also want to defile her.’
Aiiiighttt, look, I know most of my GR friends loved this one, and for good reason: it's taboo, there's quite an age-gap, and the writing's really addictive.
That being said, this book didn't quite live up to the hype for me. The plot was overall a 3-star, but the unnecessary plot twist aka drama at around 90% made it even less enjoyable. Lastly, let me tell you what pissed me off the most... Maddie. This girl spent about 80% of the book crying. Sounds like exaggeration? I wish it was.
Allow me to show y'all:
I just only hope he doesn’t see the tears forming in my eyes before I turn away.
*****
I spent the entire night in tears after what happened.
*****
The tears spring to my eyes just as they always do when I think about what could have been.
*****
Tears rush to my eyes and my bottom lip trembles.
*****
Tears roll down her face just as her eyes flutter shut.
*****
Maddie standing there with tears in her eyes, streaming down her pale cheeks.
*****
She turns in my arms, allowing me a look at her face that’s red and splotchy. Her eyes are glistening from her tears.
*****
The tears leaked out of her eyes and slid down her cheeks.
*****
Her eyes well up with tears before she blinks them back.
*****
The tears are already in Maddie’s eyes, but they haven’t started to fall.
*****
I squeeze my eyes shut to prevent the tears from falling when I feel one leaking out of the corner of my eye and slide into my hair.
*****
My eyebrows shoot to my hairline and my eyes fill with more tears.
I limited myself to about 10-12 quotes, but there are around 20 more times that she cries. So basically, this was me trying to get past her crying parts:
Me: OMG, JUST STOP CRYING!! 🤬
Maddie: ‘My eyes well up with tears at the harshness of her tone.’ 🥺 -
2.5 stars
I wanted to love this book so much...but no one told me the heroine was only 17 during this book...
Honestly, if the heroine were at least 20, I would be all on board. However, she's only 17 and we're dropped into the story when she's had a crush on Cal for 3 years and Cal is super attracted to her. Keep in mind he's raised her since her parents died when she was 7. I would have liked to see more of a connection between Cal and Maddie than the physical connection they had. They were literally obsessed with their physical relationship and I didn't believe they were completely and madly in love with each other. It definitely felt like insta-love and I didn't buy that Cal loved her beyond his desire to constantly sleep with her. Considering Cal is 33 and Maddie is 17, I wasn't that big of a fan. There's taboo and then there's TABOO and this just isn't what I like. Even if Maddie were actually 18 when they started their relationship, I wouldn't be able to get over how young she acted and how young Cal acted. She would act so bratty when any woman came around and I just did not see what Cal saw in her. He's a 33 year old chief of police and acted like a teenager too. I need some more maturity in my relationships in books.
The ending twist was interesting and helped move the plot along, but I just couldn't get behind the romance. I'll stick with QB's romances with older characters. -
Re-read-(7/12-7/14/22)
It’s a hard line to blur without coming off entirely skeeevy. I think the writer helped that along by having the timeline go back in forth, in essence giving you a taste of both relationships forming. Both that of a guardian/child and a man and a woman.
Lol honestly though, it’s a little skeevy and because I’m a sick bitch, it’s fucking hot. If it’s two consenting adults, I’m good and yeah she was a little under. It’s funny how everyone was up in arms over the Nyla K, but it’s always been a thing.
Anywho, the story of Maddie and Cal is pretty beautiful, as a cop he saved her. As a man he eventually fell in love with her. Super sweet really.
Until the sweetness was obliterated by pure filth. Holy smokes, these two know how to dick down. It could’ve been repetitive but it was so hot I didn’t care if it was.
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. When it comes to steamy ass age gaps, QB Tyler is one of the best.
Not to mention all the character building, the ensuing drama. All in all, an extremely entertaining read.
Original review- (5/26-5/31/20)
This book was sexy as hell!
The first scene starting on page 58 is probably the best love scene I've ever read. Hot! -
TW:the awakening of your daddy issues.
This was one of the most delicious taboo reads of all times for me.
I was on a cop kick, desperately searching for the best cop romance and I was GIFTED this masterpiece while on my search. Not only my badge bunny dreams came true, but it hit every single daddy spot known to men.
Q.B Tyler has such an unique voice, she gives me Penelope Douglas vibes and you know anyone who writes even remotely like Penelope has my heart in a chokehold immediately.
Her characters had awesome personalities, her writing flows so smoothly, her sm*t is not even a tiny bit cringy, the way she writes tension is amazing and the plot of this book was also pretty incredible. I was invested from beginning to end.
I will 100% be reading more Q.B Tyler for the rest of this year.
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From all outward appearances this should have been a hit with me. I love taboo books. I love age gaps. I love hot sexy cops. However, I just could not get into this one. First, the flashbacks disturbed me. Not because I found the present situation disturbing, but I don't particularly want to be reminded about how the hero changed her sheets when she peed the bed as a child. Every time there was a flashback it threw me out of the story. Second, I liked none of these characters. The heroine came across like a desperate brat inappropriately throwing herself at the hero every chance she got. The hero himself seemed wishy-washy and weak. Don't even get me started on Aria. Every time she showed up in the book I wanted to throat punch her and tell her to mind her own f-cking business.
So yea...I think it is best I shelve this one for now. (lol)
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I AM NOT BEING JUDGEMENTAL BUT ONLY OPINIONATED!!!
See this was strait away creepy and disgusting. A person who has looked after a 7 YO till she turned 17 should not feel lustful about her as he has practically SEEN her growing which obviously means that he has seen her body changing as well.
Now if while during the change he start to have those feelings of which she knew nothing about then that's certainly not fair.
Also, the man till the time being could neither controlled his feelings nor could understand what's right or what's wrong.
I get it that this is a work of fiction but I couldn't read further chapter 1 as it was unethical. But still some people may like it for the very same reason (no offense to them). -
Disgusting plot
She is 7 and he is 23
Pedophilia is not my thing -
✨ DREAMY’S REVIEW ✨
Deliciously taboo.
Forbidden goodness.
Age gap.
Angsty AF.
Sizzling, off the charts steam.
A connection so fierce, so strong.
My emotional level: 100.
Anyone who knows me KNOWS that I love everything and anything forbidden and...
UNCONDITIONAL IS E V E R Y THING.
QB Tyler has truly outdone herself with this standalone novel! Unconditional fed my NEED for something taboo and oh so forbidden with a little age gap?
YES. YES. YES. YES. YES.
Cal and Maddie’s story has grab a strong hold onto my heart and STILL hasn’t let go. I’ve read it twice!! I’m still not over them!
Never will be! This HAS to be my favorite QB Tyler book ever! She’s really outdone herself with this one!
*****
Cal and Madeline.
They aren’t supposed to be together.
Their love is questioned... many times.
But their union is strong and goes against all odds. They have a love that doesn’t, shouldn’t be explained.
Just be.
Unconditionally.
“Maybe all along I’d been falling in love with her. Not in a sexual way, but in a way that made me love her mind and her soul and her heart. The way that made me believe in soulmates.”
*****
I enjoyed the shifts from past and present which helped paint the picture of Cal and Maddie’s ever growing relationship! I enjoyed the relationships Maddie shared with her family, Cal’s family, and everyone around her! The secondary characters also brought life and joy into this book.
I loved ALL the tender moments between Cal and Maddie! You were able to see when the lines began to blur, its was beautifully explained! After everything that went on, I NEEDED their HEA.
“I haven’t explicitly told her I loved her since we’d crossed those lines, but I hope she knows. I hope she knows that with every kiss, every touch, every moment I risk my entire life just to hold her in my arms in every way I knew I shouldn’t, I hope she knows that I’d give up everything to love her forever.”
Their story is well written, emotionally charged, hauntingly beautiful, raw and real, and steamy af!
“Your first love takes power over you that never relinquishes. It takes hold of your soul and never lets go.”
FIVE Superhero and dreamy stars: 💫💫💫💫💫 -
I read this book because I’ve been on an age-gap kick lately and someone recommended it to me on a Facebook group. I went into it kind of blind. I didn’t read the reviews ahead of time and all I knew was that this was an age-gap romance where h falls in love with her guardian.
I’ve read this theme before and I thought I was into it, but this book was just too much for me! The other book that I read, which was along the same lines as this was Little Dove by Layla Frost. I LOVED Little Dove, but there were a couple of big differences between that book and this one. 1) in Little Dove H didn’t raise h from the time she was a little girl and 2) although the taboo nature of that relationship was a part of the book, it wasn’t literally the entire plot of the book.
I just can’t wrap my mind around how it would be ok for a man who raised a girl from the time she was 7 years old, and played a DAILY father figure role in her life, to then look at that same girl and lust after her. This was justified by saying that Cal wasn’t Maddie’s father and that he never adopted her. Sure there was no blood between them, but the whole “I never adopted her, so it’s ok” justification didn’t make any sense. It would be like a common law partner cheating and then saying “but we never got married, so it’s ok”: the marriage certificate was a formality, for all intents and purposes, you were married! Same thing goes here: the adoption certificate was a formality, for all intents and purposes Cal was Maddie’s father!
The father/daughter relationship between Cal and Maddie was so in your face! Like, you couldn’t forget about it and pretend that it was ok and that they were just two consenting adults having steamy sex. The book would toggle back and forth in time between when Maddie was a little girl to present day. It would go from Maddie cuddling her bunny on Cal’s bed after a storm, to her rubbing up on Cal’s dick. It was fucked up! I actually stopped reading the italicized parts of the book, because they were trips down memory lane that I didn’t need to take! The whole thing was made even more cringeworthy because after they started hooking up, Maddie began calling Cal “Daddy” 🥴.
All that being said, I thought this was well written. Even though I was cringing most of the time, I couldn’t put it down. It was like a train wreck and I couldn’t look away! -
I want to give this book more than 5 Stars, because that’s what it deserves.
I’m one of those people who will pick up a book because other people have branded it “sick” “too taboo” or words to that effect. This is exactly how I found myself to be reading UNCONDITIONAL. You see, this book IS taboo, it pushes the boundaries and it has that shock factor. Just as well, though, that none of those things bother me. I’m able to separate myself from reality and look passed what might be wrong, and see the story for what it is. And it is fiction after all.
Cal and Maddie came out of nowhere and blew me away. I had never read a book by QB Tyler before, but oh, what a way to start. Her writing is raw, it’s emotional and it draws you in so much you don’t want to leave. I read this whole book in one go because I just couldn’t bear to put my kindle down, I HAD to find out how this was all going to end.
I know a lot of people hate reviews that say “you need to read it for yourself to see what it’s about” and that’s not quite what I’m going to say, but I do believe that you should go in blind and enjoy the story.
Of course, if taboo isn’t your thing, then it’s maybe best to step away now. YES, this book has a fairly big age gap. YES, Cal first meets Maddie when she is 7 and he is 22. YES, he is her legal guardian. YES, they do start a relationship when she is still 17.
But UNCONDITIONAL is SO. MUCH. MORE.
And as the saying goes...”The heart wants what the heart wants” and Mads and Cal wanted each other. Passionately. Wholeheartedly. Unconditionally. -
As far as forbidden romances go, this was quite good. I loved the tension in the beginning, the back and forth, the inner conflict and the slow progression. It was well written and I felt for the characters.
Something shifted in the middle though. It got dramatic, way too smutty and it dragged. I love smut, don't get me wrong!!! But somehow (and I never thought I'd say that!!) it got a bit much.
The chemistry between Cal and Maddie was great, Ms. Tyler writes FILTH very naturally and even beautifully, but the plot stopped developing at some point - and I found myself skimming. I must admit, I agreed with hero's friend and heroine's mother figure Aria about the distance the characters needed at some point. After Maddie turned 18, everything felt rushed and a bit undeveloped. Then the major plot twist (which I saw coming) happened in the last 10%...
So all in all, the pacing was unbalanced for me, some moments of super easy acceptance felt too convenient and heroine's obsession did not make a mature impression, IMO. She was still young, makes sense, yet if the author wanted to show me how epic and long lasting the love was, I wanted to see some more steadiness and maturity from the heroine. And from the hero too, frankly.
Still it was a good read, I did enjoy the writing and will be reading more by the author. -
2.75 ⭐️
SMUT.
SMUT.
SMUT.
This book isn’t for everyone.
๑ Cal (H) is Maddie's (h) legal guardian since she was seven years old.
๑ underage sex (the heroine is almost 18)
๑ age gap (16 years)
๑ daddy play
Look I'm gonna be honest..I've almost dnf'ed this one.
◍ I wasn’t a fan of the writing style because of the continuous/out of the blue flashbacks, which threw me out of the story every single time.
(I didn’t needed to know how the hero changed her sheets when she peed the bed as a child. Gross.)
◍ Since the first chapters, H and h were embarrassingly horny for each other.
Eye-roll Eye-roll Eye-roll Eye-roll Eye-roll Eye-roll Eye-roll Eye-roll Eye-roll Eye-roll
◍ The direction the plot took in the last 20-15% was just ridiculous and unrealistic.
The smutty sexy times were, for me, the highlights of this book and the only reason I kept reading it until the end. If you are looking for an age gap/taboo romance story, with some light daddy kink you may enjoy it.
Just, don't expect too much depth..as I said before
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After so many mixed reviews, I decided to judge myself, and I always love a good age gap, taboo romance. So I dove right in with an open mind and read a great story.
Unconditional is the story of Maddie, who lost her parents to a murder/ suicide at seven years of age. Cal, the police officer on duty, finds her in the closet, and Maddie instantly attached to Cal.
Present-day, Ten years later, Cal is Maddie's legal guardian; Maddie is now seventeen and close to her eighteenth birthday. Cal is thirty-three. Her feeling has evolved towards Cal. Cal tries to keep Maddie at a safe distance and fights his feelings towards Maddie. But once he stops fighting, what a beautiful love story.
Unconditional is a steamy book with a twist at the end. Maybe a little over the top. But I still wouldn't change it. This book is not for everyone. But if this book sparks an interest, I highly recommend it.
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D. N. F
It's hot but very boring. 🙄 -
Unconditional by Author Q. B. Tyler is a standalone, taboo novel with an age gap.
“Kissing you was…amazing. Touching you, feeling you…I can’t get it out of my head.”
Well, heck. When I first begin reading a novel, I generally enter being a bit guarded. I want to get a feel for the writing and characters before investing time I can never get back. BUT, there are some books that grab me and make me jump in lust first, throwing all caution to the wind. Unconditional was in this latter category of novels. It didn’t take me too many pages to realize that this was the type of taboo that makes me salivate, makes me want to run around the room and fist pump the air. It makes me want to scream, “YESSSSSS!”, and then promptly sit to get down to “the good stuff”.
“I won’t tell anyone. Our secret.”
This story was DEFINITELY of taboo subject matter. Author Q. B. Tyler did not skim over the off limits nature of Unconditional, but instead approached it with thoughts from numerous characters on the arguments for and against Maddie and Cal’s liaison. In doing this, she exposed the reality of challenges that might be faced, but illuminated the aspect that mattered most, love. What lead up to the forbidden was so sweet and caring that there was no way you could not make Maddie and Cal crash together in your mind. I loved the different stages they were at in their lives that contributed to the seemingly impossible shift from past to present to questionable future. I also loved the initial thread that wove them together, creating a bond that was one to be cherished.
“Trust me, sweetheart, the things I’m about to do to you are not things an eighteen year old boy can do.”
Past that tenderness was amazing heat and some never-ending sizzle. Cal and Maddie had fiery chemistry that was SO incredibly hot and tantalizing. Every descriptive act made the scorch turn into a blazing inferno. There were also numerous moments that made me aroused and ready to scream with delight.
“I hope she knows with every kiss, every touch, every moment I risk my entire life just to hold her in my arms in a way I knew I shouldn’t, I hope she knows that I’d give up everything to love her forever.”
I turned the last page of Unconditional with a HUGE smile on my face, knowing the naughty, needy taboo reader in me was satisfied, again and again, and that the forbidden became a reality.
4.5 stars -
⭐ 1.5 Stars ⭐
Uhm, I don't have too much to say. There were many things I didn't like about this book, but I read it in a few hours and the writing style was good. There was a plot twist at the end, so that's why I rated it with 1.5 stars.
Sadly, this wasn't for me. I really tried, but just couldn't. 😬😬 -
Aight, I did like this book more than love unexpected, but it’s still taboo & not everyone’s gonna like it. I liked the writing and also did not expect the plot twist. Talk ab whiplash☠️☠️ I really didn’t see it coming bc the rest of the book was very… expected lmaoo
Also I LOVED MARGIE & GRANT🥺😭 -
2 STARS!
Hot but boring.
Yep! -
Another one!
Taboo + age gap (like ten years) = 5 stars!! -
I expected better
QB Tyler is a great writer, and I'm a fan of the taboo romance subgenre, but this book just wasn't it for me.
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I wish that Maddie had been older. Like early twenties. Her being seventeen just didn't sit right with me.
I've read the Off Balance series (new version) where the FMC is sixteen in Georgia (Georgia's age of consent is 16). But reading about a 17 year-old in Oregon, it just wasn't right.
I would have liked it a lot more if Maddie was 20-22 and visiting from university when Cal and her did stuff. Something where they have time apart and it doesn't feel eerily adjacent to grooming. -
"Unconditional" was taboo, smexy and full of angst! This memorable couple, Cal and Maddie's story so raw but so beautifully written. This is my second time reading this author but I need another book by this author ASAP!
Read this author... you won't be sorry!
5 Deliciously sexy stars! -
OMG, OMG , I am speechless, I can't describe my feelings, this novel is so so so good, I hardly put it down. I fall in big love with Cal 😍😍❤️
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3.5 stars
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1.5 stars.
Okay hmmmmmmmm...
Plot:
Cal is a police officer who saves Madeline when she was 7 while she was hiding in her house.
Madeline's father killed her mother and then himself later and she didn't have anywhere to go except the system where she would be put in a stranger's family till she was 18.
Cal and Madeline both find themselves being attracted and very much in love with each other then.
As a book around taboo topics and romance with an older man and all that shit this was decent but somewhere down the line i had a lot of problems with this.
1) i love me a good age gap but something about Madeline being 17 and Cal being 30+ something just didn't sit right with me. I knowwwww it was said that it would be her 18th bday in like a month or two or whatever but that still bugged me because i felt like the lust part of it wasnt done right. Because they were introduced and next thing we know they were like "my dick is so hard for her" and "I'm so wet for him".
2) Cal knew her since she was 7. And i know that he didn't feel that lust for Madeline when she was very young but he admitted to have lusted on her when he was 15-16 when he himself was a full grown man.
3) Madeline was so annoying and for what really?
Like literally ugh.
She literally straddled him up and grinded down on him because she knew somewhere in her heart that he lusted on her so miss ma'am continued to grind up on his dick.
4)Madeline BEGGED for him to fuck her.
Like oh my god she was always like
Fuck me
Touch me
Lick me
5)Madeline was so much older for her age in the bedroom department and when Cal asked her where she learnt all the dirty talk from she said "porn".
6) The fact that he was himself a cop and fucking a minor sent me rolling lmaoooooooooo
7)Madeline being territorial made me want to wring her fucking neck. She was a disrespectful bastard for nothing. Everytime a woman was introduced for Cal (well because his friends tried to hook him up because he was too winded up with Madeline and needed to live his life) she would be a bitch to her and then be like "she's wrong for him" like girl no dont do that. Her being territorial and possessive was disrespectful as fuck.
8) I want from her she gives me so blindly. She feeds the beast, and if I was a better man, I’d tell her to stop. Tell her to run. But I won’t. Because the beast in me is only responding to the one in her.
That beast sir is a pedophile.
And the beast in her is a dumb bitch.
9) “You’re not sick, Cal. Promise me, you’ll never think that what we are is anything else but love. Love in it’s purest form. Nothing dirty or bad or wrong…just a man and woman that were put in each other’s lives to help the other heal and grow and be happy.”
I dont even-
10) She always lived with him. See this is a very small thing to be picky about but tbh that's the whole root of this.
She has always been depended on him and it's fine from her part because she was a kid and he saved her from a very traumatic experience so she always thought of him as her superhero but its just that her world was always him and he fell right into it there. But the lines were really blurring when they said they were dad and daughter from the start.
11) “I can’t wait to get you pregnant.” “Me too.”
Oh honey this is the first time he's fucking you.
You're a virgin.
And the first time ever a man fucks you
You say that?
Or fuck you the first time a man fucks you HE SAYS THAT?
okay breed kink.
12) “Sure you want to spend the rest of your life with me?”
“The last fourteen haven’t been too bad.” He winks and presses his lips to mine.
Sir a good 60% of those years her age was one digit only and a good 20% of those years you cleaned her up when she would piss herself (literally written in the book)
Soooooo my conclusion is that ......we tried but we didn't get there. -
Okay, I see what Q.B. is trying to do, she's trying to get on my favorite authors list. My list hasn't changed in years.....I have my favorites and I tend to stick with them but I can't even deny it, QB is a phenomenal writer and I think one of my favorite things about her is that she takes chances and really goes THERE with her stories.
I am addicted to her words and her worlds!
I was scared to start Unconditional. I was supposed to start it awhile ago but read 3 of her others instead. I know Cal & Maddies's story won't be for every one. It's definitely taboo, wrong and forbidden to some but I fell in love with them, the way QB wrote it you couldn't help but feel everything they felt and want everything they wanted.
The emotions are so intense. The way Cal would try to fight his feelings, and the way Maddie knew what she wanted and tried to grapple with all of the knew feelings for her super hero. There are some curve balls that definitely shocked me, things I just didn't see coming and as far as the hotness of this book? JESUS FUCK, off the charts sexy!
I can't wait to start my next Q.B. Tyler book! -
this book doesn't even deserve a one star, it deserves a zero. i was really a clown thinking this was going to be so emotional and good and possibly a five. this was so very far from a five star read and I should have known that the moment this book opened up with the love interest (who is basically like a father to her) had a hard on when he saw her and she was 17 and he's like, idk, 16 years older than her? but I kept going because this book had glowing reviews and I wanted to see why. that was a fat mistake. one, these two thought it was so impossible to wait like 2 months until she was 18 to do anything sexual, and two, the plot was just absolutely ridiculous. I went into this knowing it was a taboo book, but could the author not have waited until the girl was officially of age? this was so stupid and I regret.
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He has a smile that has the power to control my mood and is so lethal it makes my knees weak. It’s one of those genuine smiles that reaches his eyes, and if you aren’t careful, your heart.
1st Reread: June 17, 2021
Fuck it ended, and IM NOT OKAY. GOOD CHRIST, I MISSED THIS BOOK AND THESE CHARACTERS AND UGK, I LOVE THIS STORY SO MUCH.
This story is so cliche and I wouldn't have it any other way. These characters, this story is fucking perfect.
Although the plot could do better and Aria can you know, shove off from this planet, fuck me but Cal and Maddie are fucking endgame. They're perfect. Even if the ending was a bit rushed, this was FUCKING WAY PERFECT and I love them and this story so much.
I had butterflies the entire time and I couldn't stop squealing, smiling, and laughing. Hell the sun rose and I was still reading. My mom saw me grinning while reading and I never saw the end of it.
Honestly? My fucking goal in life is to have someone treat me like the way Cal Grayson worships the ground of Madeline fucking Shaw.
Review:
Beautiful, astounding, STAGGERINGLY STUNNING, cozy, soft, just everything dazzlingly soft in the world.
God, where do I even start?
Absolutely amazing.
What an amazing story.
Stunning characters. I have never loved a heroine more because YES MADDIE! THAT IS HOW YOU TREAT A MAN
And do I even want to start with Cal?
FUCK ME.
SERIOUSLY.
BEND ME.
I need to experience for freaking JUST ONCE in my lifetime, please universe, please give me the chance to be loved, to be adored and to be treated like a queen like the way Cal treats Maddie.
Let me have my own Cal PLEASE!
I want to use her body, fuck every single one of her holes until she’s so full of my cum it drips out of her. I want to fuck her like she’s a slut. Bend her over every surface in our house and take her so brutally she won’t be able to sit down for a week. I want to hate fuck her for making me feel this way. For turning me into this sick bastard that’s having these thoughts about the girl I raised. And then, when all of that’s done, when I’m done fucking the life out of her, I want to bring her back. Run my lips over every inch of her marked skin, whispering my love and devotion to her in between each kiss as I rock gently into her. Make love to her, teach her the love language that our bodies already know by heart.
DEFINITELY, the highlight of this book was the way the characters treated each other, how they regarded one another in and out of the presence of the other. The way Cal fought for their relationship rather than succumbing to the cruelty of people's words, how he fought for Maddie, for their relationship, I have never felt more loved (even if it wasn't for me)
and the way Maddie treats Cal with such tenderness, joy, fulfillment, happiness.. QUEEN. SHE'S A FUCKING QUEEN.
“Thank you, Cal. You saved my life…and then gave me a perfect one.”
I wish it was longer but I am contented enough, their love evokes such a joy, fulfilling and all encapsulating happiness in the deepest of my heart and I miss them already.
I want to worship her…but I also want to defile her.
“I didn’t know that I could ask for it?”
I pull away from her slightly, my fingers still in her most intimate place and eye her curiously. “Why?”
“I mean I don’t know if it’s possible.”
“When have I ever denied you anything? Anything you want it’s yours.”
“Even me.” My voice is hoarse and laced with arousal. I’ve been with a number of women in my past but never have I felt so vulnerable or intimate with a woman in my life. Never has a woman expressed such a need for me that I felt with every fiber of my being. Every part of her calls out to every part of me and I want to protect it and keep it away from anyone and everyone who would say what we have is wrong.
"I want to take you like a fucking animal. Rut into you like a beast and rip your precious body apart and put you back together a new fucking woman.” I push slightly harder and I watch as the wind leaves her in a gush. “My. Fucking. Woman.”The word leaves her lips like a prayer and my dick is the holy word.
“Yes"
I want to feel her warmth in my bones and her words in my soul.
"That’s not how this works. You can’t be both!”
I stand up straighter, puffing my chest out slightly because my aggression has kicked in after he calls my ability to protect her into question. “I am both. Maddie is mine. Ten years ago, she endured the most tragic experience of her life, and I was there. I held her tiny body against my heart as I walked her through hell and in those twenty or so steps from that closet to her front door, she latched onto me and hasn’t let go. I’ve never let her down before, I’m damn sure not going to start now.”
^ This speaks FUCKING VOLUMES
I nod, but then remember she can’t see me as my chin rests on top of her head. “I promise. You and me against the world.”
Yes my king my fucking king I love you so much. God bless you. God you're fucking amazing.
