Turn Around, BRXGHT XYXS by Rosebud Ben-Oni


Turn Around, BRXGHT XYXS
Title : Turn Around, BRXGHT XYXS
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ISBN : -
ISBN-10 : 9870998935898
Language : English
Format Type : Paperback
Number of Pages : 61
Publication : First published September 20, 2019

turn around, BRXGHT XYXS saunters into the reader’s mind like a super sly and seductive voice as ravenous as it is many: a younger-tagging self—Matarose—who "never comes home" declaring her love to some "evil woman of xanadu," and another, who leaves her with only a "Whistling/ Like a fist of the bank in wet/ Season lying through her teeth." Refracted through the lenses of Latinidad, lost love and those "drug restaurants/ that serve only cobra lilies/ with a side of blackbirds/who wield spiked hammers," turn around, B R X G H T X Y X S takes its delight in the chase and not the catch, what is "all the dark side moonwalking after" an uncatchable "you.”


Turn Around, BRXGHT XYXS Reviews


  • rosalind

    270420: quarantine buddy read #4 with keagan! gonna hold off rating/reviewing until after i talk to him.

    290420: update: there were a few poems i thought were good ("dancing with kiko on the moon," "más dolor," "{turn around}," "stepping away with diego baez") so i'm not giving this one star, but i hated reading it. a bunch of the poems both had every line start with a capital letter and then had no capitalization otherwise, including proper nouns, which i found so aggravating that i just started skipping poems. like who let this happen. admittedly that's a personal preference but i found it so distracting that i didn't really process these poems' content. but keagan really liked it a lot and said he thought it was fun! so that's definitely just my subjective take as someone who was once a copy editor and psychically and/or physically cannot overlook quirks of grammar/syntax/etc that irk me.

  • Emily Pérez

    Reviewed this amazing book for RHINO...here's an excerpt:

    Throughout, Ben-Oni’s speaker gallops forward. The last poem, “I Guess We’ll Have to Be Secretly in Love with Each Other & Leave It at That,” celebrates things that will never be: “oh the places we won’t go, // to not airbnbing / haciendas of airy / rooms & canopy beds,” and yet retains joy for what once was: “To hours we made horses between nightfall / & war.” Ben-Oni’s turbocharged collection teaches us not to fear the pain of the past, even as that pain eclipses the heart.


    https://rhinopoetry.org/reviews/turn-...

  • Mariposa

    One of the most original voices out there. A queer, experimental Latinx ballad to family, lovers, childhood and finding you way (but "not always the way back") and celebrating even the many mistakes and hardships. It's hard to choose among these gems, but my favorite poem is the last one, "I Guess We’ll Have to Be Secretly in Love with Each Other & Leave It at That." Here's an excerpt:

    "To splinters & spitting
    the names I’ll never
    curse you

    in kitchen inferno [when burning certain animals]
    without remorse. To your most exquisite
    stews & fermented
    cabbage jars
    I won’t break
    rushing

    to catch a broken down train
    To that first train we missed.
    To falling off & eroded hoofprint.

    To the city you saved
    by sticking a scorched trainer
    in sliding door &

    what’s so wrong

    with hell anyway. To

    happiness
    as a betrayal of what is happening
    to people we love
    & to people not just waiting around to die.
    To love as resistance but not always

    the way back. To can’t I can’t I."

  • Lynn Melnick

    I was so honored to review this book for Jewish Currents. Here is what I wrote:

    This suspension between worlds also features in Rosebud Ben-Oni’s phenomenal second collection, turn around, BRXGHT XYXS. Ben-Oni’s writing embraces Jewishness as it intersects with her Mexican and queer identities, resisting persistent limitations on mainstream Jewish narratives. Her poems reflect a diasporic kaleidoscope; they travel to Manhattan, Israel, Hong Kong, the Texas border, the Kentucky Derby, the moon.

    Like the other books discussed here, turn around, BRXGHT XYXS wrestles with difficult subjects, in­cluding gun violence and abusive relationships. The propulsion and scope of Ben-Oni’s poems—engaging everything from biblical figures to ’80s music—give each word an exhilarating amount of power. In “All the Wild Beasts I Have Been,” Ben-Oni shines in her ability to write what feels like an ever-reverberating amount of meaning into each line, here illustrating the complexities of assimilation and interfaith marriage:

    I burned the fields
    I burned the wildflowers suddenly
    I prayed for forgiveness
    Kicked the door in
    All the doors in Jerusalem
    Now uncles now aunts now cousins
    Calling on my wedding day
    Why they ask can’t I understand
    They will not under any law
    Any sun
    Any surfacing
    Sanction my marriage

    Ben-Oni, like sax, Kaminsky, and Stone, reimagines a Jewish canon as she writes it. In “If Cain the Younger Sister,” she begins, “My brother is a whitewashed synagogue . . .” and later continues:

    He promised I was a complete
    Mensch and mother’s family too
    Ofrenda of flower, skull and bread.
    At ten he solved a dispute
    By reciting Kaddish
    On the Day of the Dead.
    My brother would bury me if he had to.

    turn around, BRXGHT XYXS audaciously owns its otherness, traveling the world—and the universe—without losing sight of the United States we now inhabit.

    Living and writing as an American Jew in the 21st century often feels frightening and isolating. But being in these poets’ company make it less so. As we together reshape the canon of Jewish poetry, we have the opportunity to remake it in the image of a wider Jewish community than has ever before been represented. In so doing, we can bring out not only new understandings of our community’s struggles, but also insight and beauty beyond anything we’ve ever known.

    The whole review is here:
    https://jewishcurrents.org/remaking-t...

  • Janet Rodriguez

    Informed by pop-culture, Turn Around, BRXGHT XYXS takes bold risks and does not disappoint with its beautiful language. Ben-Oni is continuing to find her rich and important voice on the poetry landscape.