| Title | : | Heaven's Sinners (The MC Sinners, #2) |
| Author | : | |
| Rating | : | |
| ISBN | : | - |
| Language | : | English |
| Format Type | : | Kindle Edition |
| Number of Pages | : | 262 |
| Publication | : | First published September 23, 2013 |
A modern day biker romance.
Spike knows tragedy, he knows that feelings are better left hidden. He refuses to put his heart out there again, it's a pain he's not willing to feel a second time around. He's accepted he's going to spend forever alone. That's all he deserves.
But then there's Ciara, the sister of his deceased wife. She's beautiful and damned determined to throw herself into his life in hopes they can reform an old friendship, but Spike won't hear of it, and Ciara refuses to give up.
Who will win the battle of wills?
Heaven's Sinners (The MC Sinners, #2) Reviews
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2 to 2.5 Stars
The only thing worse than a love triangle? A love triangle that involves a dead person.
***Spoilers for book 1 if you haven't read that one yet***
This book was just as messy for me as I thought it would be.
I have wanted to read this one for a long time, but I was wary due to the subject matter: the dead sister thing that we are introduced to in book 1?
Huge obstacle in my opinion.
But I loved Ciara in book one...I thought Spike was interesting and then my friend (shout out ABB) lent it to me so I thought, why not?
And without further ado, please join me and Emma Stone in reviewing this book.
This was me before starting:
...And after starting, while Ciara is shamelessly throwing herself at him (despite him telling her he doesn't want her)...
...while he tells her how much he loved her bitchy fucking sister...
...whom he met THROUGH Ciara...despite being BFF with Ciara...and was supposedly IN LOVE with CIARA...but then dated the SISTER and FUCKED Ciara to get back at said sister?...
...
In the end, I just found all that too much to get over.
If I loved someone but didn't have the balls to tell them - and they loved me but also lacked said balls - but then they just shrug and move on to MY FUCKING SISTER - and then take my virginity to get back at said sister?
I'm sorry but FUCK YOU SPIKE.
And the way he waxes poetic about loving the sister and not regretting being with her? Pfffffffffft.
If I was Ciara, I would have been so done.
I have a sister. And any other female who does can tell you that that is a no fly zone. A line you just don't cross. You just don't date the sister.
If Spike REALLY had any feelings for Ciara, but didn't think she had feelings for him and didn't want to ruin the friendship, moving on to the sister is not the way to maintain that friendship. Him giving up so easily on Ciara (who he supposedly cared more for at that time) and going for the sister made him sooooooo unattractive to me, especially since the sister was supposedly a huge bitch that he knew treated Ciara like shit.
I couldn't get over all that.
The whole time Ciara is worried about being second fiddle to Cheyenne.
Because she was.
And with that...
Oh shit, I'm sorry, did Ryan Gosling sneak his way in there?
You bet your Crazy, Stupid, Love ass he did.
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4 Spiking Stars!!
Spike still’s feel guilty for the death of his wife, killed during a car chase that was chasing him and Cade.
His whole life after that was lived in function of that guilt, and especially the guilt that his wife wasn’t the only woman he loved. She was not even the woman he loved the most. That was another one, her sister. And the only person we just can’t deal with.
Ciara always was the second best. Her sister was the first in everything and she loved it that way. She couldn’t take it any other way. And when for the first time her sister got something first: Spike, she had to go and stole him to herself.
Now, years after her death, Ciara still can’t forgive her sister for stealing the only man she ever love. She believes she is going to always be second best in his eyes… if only she knew.
But nonetheless, she is determined to save Spike of his guilt. Even if he doesn’t seem to want it.
Their road, is not going to be an easy one. But she let him go once, she is not going to do the same twice.
In terms of “hotness” this was WAY hotter than the first one on the series, and it was slightly more emotional and raw.
I really liked it and it was very good to see the slowly redemption of two broken souls and finding their way the each other again.
Really can’t decide which one of the books I like the best, they’re both pretty damn good.
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+5 EMOTIONAL,HOT,KINKY STARS
"We're lettin' life take us where life is gonna take us and this time we're not gonna fuckin fight it."
Wow this book left me speechless!!! I loved it!!! It was amazing!!! I loved every damn second of this book!!! This book has definitely become one of my favorite books!!! It was an emotional roller coaster, you will not want to put it down! This book made me cry and laugh at the same time! Spike and Ciara blew me away!!!
This is the story of Ciara and Spike...
They were friends before Cheyenne (Spike's wife and Ciara's sister) came into the picture... They were in love but neither of them said anything.. Something happens that causes Ciara to take off and never look back until the death of her sister... When she comes back she tries to make things right with Spike again... But Spike is broken due to the loss of his wife... and unfortunately he doesn't want anything from Ciara... but different things happen between them... Finally they let their walls down and they stop denying their feelings they have for each other, Ciara and Spike decide to become friends again... But the attraction is too intense and soon they become more than friends.
"You know what's so pathetic about this situation?" "It's that no matter how angry I am at you,no matter how many times you spit hurtful words at me or how many times I keep telling myself to walk away,I can't. I want to save you..."
"I love you Spike.I don't expect you to love me back.and I'm not asking you to even try.I just want you to know that after everything I still love you.I always have and I always will."
Spike I LOVE YOU <33333 He is so damn hot,sexy biker!!! Wow and he likes kinky sex hahahahaha and this is why I love him so much ;))) Ciara is a badass heroine!! I love her dirty mouth!!! Also she is so strong!!! I really hate her sister and her parents!!The way they treated her was awful! The chemistry between Spike and Ciara was so hot!!! Even though they spent most of their time fighting, when they didn't fight they were amazing!!!
If you need a broken hot biker and hot,kinky sex this is what you need!!! I can't wait to read the next book!!!
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How did Spike get his name?
"He has numerous spikes in his..."
“Fuck you, Spike.”
“Been there, done that, wasn’t memorable.”
Ouch... Spike.. you with your spikey dirty mouth combine that with your spikey cock? Can I just say..
“Don’t want you to fuckin’ save me, Ciara. Don’t want you in my fuckin’ life. When will you get that through your head? I don’t want to be in your life. I didn’t chose you, I chose her. You need to fuckin’ move on. I am not the same person I was before.”
Spike is broken because he witnessed his own wife being shot.
I didn't like him in the first book, he's a major asshole but the moment I found out how he got his name and that he likes watching other couples doing... *cough!* Well.. I couldn't help myself but get interested. I was curious and couldn't picture what does a spikes cock looks like.. how do you remove that shit? So after reading this book I googled the word "spike on c*ck, pierced c*ck, barbell c*ck" and WOW.. Can I just say I am shocked?! lol. I'm not sure I want that thing in me.. O_O
“I want to save you. I want that friend that I know is in there. I can’t walk away, Spike. I hate you, and yet I can’t walk away.”
Ciara has always in her sister's shadow.. She's insecure and you kinda understand where she's coming from. But seriously.. she's way too dramatic in my opinion. She makes everything as if it's a big fuckin' deal. I didn't really get why she needed Spike's forgiveness but I give her props for fighting what she believes in. Gotta love a heroine that doesn't give up easily. :)
“I was never enough for you,” I rasp. “I cared about you. Fuck Spike, I loved you. But you didn’t fucking see me. You just saw her. I was never pretty enough, never good enough, I couldn’t compare.”
The flashback parts where Spike was together with her sister was a little painful to read. You could literally feel Ciara's pain, insecurities and hatred.
Spike runs his hands up and down his cock, and it takes me a moment to realize what he’s doing. He’s pulling off the spikes.
Sex scenes are descriptive and explicit! I'm not sure if everyone will agree on me on this one but I like the part where Ciara was watching Spike with another woman. It was sexy and funny.
I love how the author was descriptive of how Spike removes his spikes. Thank you Ms. Bella Jewel for a small tutorial..
Now I just need to find a man who has spikes/barbels on his dingdong. LOL.
“It was you who took my heart, and you who fuckin’ broke it. She picked the pieces up when I couldn’t find you, and so I stopped fighting. Cheyenne might have had me in the end, Tom Cat, but my heart was always yours first.”
Overall, this was a great read! Spike and Ciara have this love/hate relationship, push/pull moments that made me want to crawl inside the book and just smack the shit out of them! But despite getting a headache from reading this, I think it's better than the first book. I'm not going to summarize everything here but it's more emotional, gripping and arousing!
“It was you who took my heart, and you who fuckin’ broke it. She picked the pieces up when I couldn’t find you, and so I stopped fighting. Cheyenne might have had me in the end, Tom Cat, but my heart was always yours first.”
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4.5 I loved Spike's spikes Stars
"When are you gonna see there’s no point in fightin’ for something that don’t wanna be fought for?"
"I won’t, because everyone deserves to be fought for Spike. Even you."
I really wasn't sure what I was walking into when I started this. I was not a fan of the first book. At all. And that's putting it mildly. However, I thought that the author had potential once she worked through the kinks, and I was damn curious about Spike and his spikes.
What? The man has spikes in a certain area of his body, and rumor had it he liked his women to remove them...with their mouth. You saying you wouldn't be curious?! Well either way, my pervy little mind was intrigued so of course I had to read it. I'm so glad to say that I was not disappointed with this one. I loved it!
Years ago, Spike and Ciara used to be friends; they were inseparable.
While both had feelings for the other, youthful ignorance, fear of ruining their friendship and mistakes kept them apart. Young Ciara loved Spike, but her inability to see his feelings for her drove him right into the arms of another woman...her sister. Then one night something that was already rocky, takes a turn for the worst and Chey, Ciara's sister, gets killed in the crossfire of Spike's mistake in crossing another MC.
Unable to work through her feelings of guilt, grief, and love, Ciara takes out her hurt on Spike and blames him for everything.
Now, having realized her mistake, Ciara is back. She wants Spike's forgiveness but most of all she wants to get back the boy that she knew simply as Danny. And she's willing to fight for him this time.
You know what’s so pathetic about this situation?" I rasp, my hands shaking. "It’s that no matter how angry I am at you, no matter how many times you spit hurtful words at me, or how many times I keep telling myself to walk away, I can’t. I want to save you. I want that friend that I know is in there. I can’t walk away, Spike. I hate you, and yet I can’t walk away."
Spike is working through regrets and grief of his own. He once loved Ciara with everything that he had, but her ignorance pushed him away, and her blame wounded him deeply. He's no longer the boy that she once knew.Don’t want you to fuckin’ save me, Ciara. Don’t want you in my fuckin’ life. When will you get that through your head? I don’t want to be in your life. I didn’t chose you, I chose her. You need to fuckin’ move on. I am not the same person I was before."
But feelings from their past are not that easily forgotten, and even though Spike does everything he can to drive Ciara away, the pull between them is too strong to ignore.
This book had everything that I found lacking in the first. Emotion, great relationship development, and a story that I truly grew invested in. Spike and Ciara's relationship was filled with angst, emotion, pain, heartbreak, and so much steam I felt like I needed a cold shower and a cigarette after every single encounter.Come for me Tom Cat, fuckin’ come around my cock."
"God, Spike, yes."
"Say my name baby, fuckin’ say it."
"Spike," I rasp.
"No, the other one. Say my real name," he growls, thrusting harder. "Danny," I scream, my orgasm tearing through me like liquid fire. "God, Danny."
There are a few things that some might be uncomfortable with. One, is Spike's treatment of Ciara in the beginning. He is incredibly cruel and callous to her at first. You can see that it stems from his hurt and grief, so it didn't bother me too much.
There is also some voyeurism in this book. If that's something that makes you uncomfortable, this might not be for you. My pervy little mind loved the hell out of it, so you will be getting zero complaints from this girl.
This is not a story about perfect love. It's a raw and gritty story about 2 people learning to forgive, move on, and find their way back to each other. Their road was not a smooth one. It was filled with pain, mistakes, and grief; and I devoured it in one day.
I loved that Ciara wasn't some meek little mouse. She had her moments where I wanted to smack her, but I really loved the way that she fought for Spike and stood up to him. Spike was just sexy as sin, him and his delicious piercings.
This book turned out to be such a pleasant surprise, and I'm looking forward to Jackson's story next. Especially with that ending...
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This is Spike and Ciara's story, and the follow on book from Hell's Knights (The MC Sinners Series).
Danny AKA Spike has history with Ciara, not good history either. He ended up marrying her sister Cheyenne. We learnt some of the back story to Spike's marriage in the first book. But here it's written with much more detail, how he ended up married to Cheyenne and Ciara's relationship with her sister and their parents. And the total fallout after everything went bad.
This is a fast paced exciting book that I read in one sitting. The author got everything about this just right for me, especially the forays into the past and alternating POV. I loved getting up close and personal with these two. It was passion driven all the way. I don't want to say anymore, as I don't want to spoil it for others.
But this is even better than the first book IMO. I'm looking forward to the next book about Jackson. -
5 Shocked I loved this so much Stars
Spoilers
I went into this read prepared to take one for the team so I could get to Jackson book. A painful bump in the road of this series to get where I wanted which was Jackson HEA. I went in figuring I would hate this book and I would just have to suffer through it. I mean come on a love story where the heroine loved the hero, the hero loved the heroine, but then he turns around after taking the heroine's virginity and marry's the heroine's sister, then the sister is killed while pregnant. Now the hero is going to get with his dead's wife sister. I mean damn that is just a big fucking hot mess. I figured it would be full of drama, and angst and make me want to stab someone and I was right. Drama and angst just poured out of this book, so it shocks the shit out of me to say I really loved this book. I mean I lovedddddd this book. I loved Spike, I loved Ciara, and loved every pain filled, drama filled moment of this read.
Spike was gruff, kinky, damaged, but sexy as hell. I couldn't believe how much I loved him or how much I understood his choices and pain. I didn't feel for a minute that Ciara was second place to here sister, but I felt like Spike settled for Ciara's sister when he thought he couldn't have Ciara. Ciara at times made me want to slap the shit out of her but at the same time I could totally understand why she did the things she did. I wish she would have fought for Spike instead of stepping aside for her sister to have him, but I loved how much she grew into a stronger woman that learned from her mistakes and fought for the man she loved. Not gonna lie it was a bit icky that Spike slept with Ciara's sister, but I got over it pretty quick. I don't know about anyone else that read this book but I straight up hated Ciara's cunt of a sister, and was glad that nasty bitch was dead. I also hated Ciara's parents they were assholes. Spike and Ciara were so dirty and kinky I loved it. Spike's penis omg. I googled penis piercings and found out that what Spike has is called the Jacob's ladder piercing(I think) and wow can I just say the pictures OMFG! That shit looks painful just sayin'! The ending of this book has me looking forward to starting Jackson book. This was a surprisingly good read.
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after reading the reviews, I am a bit more hesitant to read this...
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2.5
Another disappointing reread. I found both Spike and Ciara quite unlikable… I suppose they deserve each other. The rest will have spoilers from the first book, and some spoilers from this one, so 🛑if you want to go in blind.
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If you’ve read the reviews, there’re a lot of mixed feelings about this couple. Their history is messy, so here are the facts… Spike and Ciara were BFF’s secretly crushing on each other, but both were too immature/chicken shits to act on it. The only person with the balls to make a move was Ciara’s older sister Cheyenne. Ciara told him that it was totally cool to go after her sis, so he assumed she didn’t have romantic feelings and moved on. Early on in their relationship, they had a fight and Spike and Ciara had sex. This part gets fuzzy, Ciara believes this was a revenge screw to get back at her sis, but Spike’s inner musings say he wanted to have sex with her, but she took off before he could talk to her. The problem is most of their backstory is very conflicting, so who knows what the deal was. Regardless, she takes off, he moves on and marries the sis.
In the last book, her pregnant sis was killed while being chased by some baddies that Spike was involved in. Later we’re told they hate each other because Ciara testified against him, but she wants to make amends. There’s one scene where her and Addi go to his compound and he basically tells her he hates her, that he used her, and to leave him alone.
My biggest grump was the abundance of inconsistencies with their history, and the constant flip-flopping feelings. For example, in the last book we’re told this…
Chey is the love of Spike’s life; he’s given up everything to make her happy, to be with her, to adore her. And he does, he adores the living shit out of her.
This is supported by his concern for her safety and devastation after her death. For her part, Chey is portrayed as loving and protective of Spike. She refuses to pull over because he will be hurt. Cade tells us she was sweet.
But here, we’re told that Ciara was his true love, and he doesn’t regret Chey, but she wasn’t his first choice. She only wanted him to hurt Ciara. She wasn’t sweet, she was a self-centered bitch.
Or
In the last book….
“What’s his real name?” I ask, changing the subject. She giggles. “You know, I didn’t know the answer to that until a few years ago.” …. "It’s Danny.”
But here, we’re told she’s the only one that calls him Danny because she knew him before. In all the flashbacks, she calls him Danny.
There’s also a TON of flipping the script.
She says repeatedly how much she HATED Cheyenne. What a selfish bitch she was, and that she manipulated everyone.
But then she’ll cry, pull her hair, and say she testified against him because she loved her sister.
But then later she says she only testified against him because she was pissed that he picked her sister and used her.
Or
She talks about how her and Spike’s “fetishes” are similar. They both like to watch other people. She masturbates in front of him when she sees him having sex with an OW and gets all hot and bothered while they’re watching the couple in the breakroom.
But when he takes her to the sex club to watch the couple through a one-way mirror, she acts like a total prude saying. It’s so wrong. I feel so dirty.
If you can get past all that… there’s not a lot going on (except having sex, crying and giggling) until about the last 30%.
Bottom Line- I thought they both sucked. Spike is an immature asshole and Ciara is an immature cry baby. I’m the odd man out, but I thought she was more in the wrong. She gave them the green light then slept with her sister’s BF…. her sister’s BF. IMO, she owed more to the sister than he did, but she cries the victim the entire book focusing that she was used, not that she betrayed her sister. I understand the sister suspected she liked him, but she told them to go for it, then got pissed when they did what she told them to do. I get it, I have 3 sisters, and we fought, but I can’t imagine ever going after their man… not only does it go against sister-code, but it’s just ick. I also felt like the author manipulated the plot through changing facts, switching personalities rather than developing it
*****Original Review****
Story of Ciara and Spike. Ciara is the sister of his dead wife, and they have their own history....so there's a lot of baggage, angst and anger. They have both made mistakes and hurt each other. I liked the story, I liked the relationship of the two; I expected it to be steamy (with all the talk of Spikes kink) the problem is they don't get together until halfway through the book, and there isn't much action with the MC. Literally nothing until like the last 30 minutes of the book. -
Re-read 1227/18
Well, this was one fucked up story. This review contains some spoilers, so if you don't want to know anything, don't read any further.
I liked all the characters in this book and it was definitely a hot read !! However, I do have some mild issues that pissed me off. The issue mainly being the hero! He claims he loved the heroine first, but because she didn't read his "signs", he figured she was only interested in being friends. How about just telling her how you feel dumbass !!
Then he proceeds to fuck the heroine's sister, who is a conceding bitch... because if you can't be with the love of your love...fucking her sister makes a lot of sense.
Then, when he and the sister have some falling out, he visits the heroine, fucks her and takes her virginity. She thinks it's all real and that they're gonna be together, but she soon finds out she is just a revenge fuck. He goes back to the sister and marries her.....yeah, we've got a real winner here !!
The heroine packs her bags and leaves (good for her) Eventually the sister dies because of club-business and the hero and heroine reconnect. When I say reconnect I mean they fight...a lot.
She felt way more guilty than she should have... I think. As far as I am concerned, he is the one that fucked up. Too bad I love redeemable assholes so much...I just couldn't not love Spike!
Of course, the heroine made some mistakes too, but to be honest...she was fucked over by everyone...even her parents. So you see...all kinds of fucked up...but I still loved the hell out of this book.
Now the other thing I have an issue with is the actual plot. I am very close with my sister and we are best friends. For me it is inconceivable, to ever want to be with some guy, who was with my sister first...that's just ewwwwwww. And he was even married to the girl...they had sex hundreds of times, he dropped her ass to be with her sister...just NO...
That is my personal opinion of course and does it not take away the fact, that I think this book was an awesome read!
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4 Sex on legs (OUCH) Spike stars
Spike knows tragedy, he knows that feelings are better left hidden. He refuses to put his heart out there again, after the devastation of losing his wife, Ciara's sister, it's a pain he's not willing to ever let himself feel.. He struggles daily to fight the darkness that consumes him..Each morning he wakes up feeling the same, alone, cold, empty, and riddled with guilt..
He's one man hell bent on a mission, his one goal is to take down the drug lord that killed his wife.. Nothing and no one is going to get in his way. He will seek his revenge. A blood bath waiting to happen..
But then there's Ciara, the sister of his deceased wife. She's beautiful and damned determined to throw herself into his life in hopes they can reform an old friendship..
He's called Ciara, Tomcat since the very first moment they met at a party, because of her unusual bright yellow eyes..She'd been frineds with Danny "Spike" since the age of seventeen..
Our first kiss was a kiss of passion, it was real, it was beautiful, gut wrenching, soul shattering, mind blowing out of this fucken world..
"I can't give you sweet things, and I can't promise you nothin, I've got a dangerous life, and until that life is sorted, I ain't takin you as my old lady, but I am going to take you every fuckin' night and day, cause you belong in my bed..
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I love this series!! fucking love them so much! there is just something about these characters, I can't get enough!
These books make me giddy and hot!
So this is Spike and Ciara story and I loved it, Spike is sexy as hell. but he also sweet and protective..and his piercings..whew!
Ciara was sweet but also tough,,I really like her which is uncommon for me cause usually hate the female lead, when I love the male lead as much as I love Spike..mostly cause I'MA HATER! and a jealous bitch..(real talk)
We get a little peek at Jackson..a threesome??...dang who knew pops got down like that?!
this Serenity chick is shady as fuck..I know shits up with that hooker!
But, what I really wanna talk about what I can't stop thinking about..is MUFF( yea, you read that right!)
I really effin hope he gets his own book..god I want him! why is he called Muff you ask? this is why..
I could spend hours with my face buried in a muff, hours and hours. I couldn't care less if the girl didn't touch me once, so long as I got to taste her over and over again"
OH, MY JESUS! I AM IN LOVE!
Bella Jewel's FB says that she is "thinking" about Muff getting his own book! what?! why do you need to think about it!! do it! do it! do it!
I need Jackson's book!! Facebook says "maybe November" I can't wait that long!!! I will do unspeakable things to get his book right now!!!
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Well this was another wild ride with Bella Jewel’s MC Sinners. This time we focus on Spike and his………erm…………..delicately placed spikes. We know most of Spike’s back story from Hell’s Knights and it’s a tragic one and now he is hell bent on avenging the tragedies of the past whatever the cost.
Ciara, his dead-wife’s sister and also his first love is still harbouring deep affection for him and she won’t let him close himself off and she attempts to rekindle the fire that once burned so brightly and reawaken those feelings Spike once had for her.
This was another quick and engaging read from Bella Jewel – the story lines in these MC Sinners books romp along at an incredible pace and I always get sucked in and read them very quickly. Spike and Ciara light up the pages with some seriously delicious sex scenes – we learned a little about Spike’s predilections in Hell’s Knights and we definitely get to follow through with those in Heaven’s Sinners. Phew! This is definitely one hot and sexy read.
We get to catch up with Addison and Cade (who I am still crushing on) and see them enjoying their new found happiness and the last few pages also set up the next book nicely which will be Jackson’s book. Can’t wait for that one.
So, a quick and sexy read but overall my favourite of the series so far as been Hell’s Knights.
3.5 badass biker romance
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Hot mess of repetitive conversations between the H & h
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GENERAL INFO:
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Genre: Contemp
Sub-Genre/Age: Late Twenties
Standalone/Cliffhanger:; Standalone
Part of a Series/Installment: Yes-BK #2
Epilogue Included: Yes
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POV:
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1st/2nd/3rd Person: 2nd
Character(s)POV Spoken: h-main/H- couple of chapters
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BOOK DESCRIPTION:
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M/F-M/M-M/M/F-etc: M/F
HEA/HFN/etc Ending: HEA
Contains Cheating: Not exactly.
Multi-Luv'n: No
Contains Children: No
Contains Flashbacks: Yes
Jealy/Possy/OTT Rating: 3
Angst Level Rating: 3
Feel-Good Level Rating: 0
Steam Factor Rating: 4
Kink Level Rating: 4
Amount of Sex In The Book: More than Average
Overall Smex Rating: 4
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CHARACTER DESCRIPTION:
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HERO:Hero Description: Biker
Hero Likability Rating: 0
HEROINE:
Heroine Description:
Heroine Likability Rating: 0
2nd CHARACTER(S):
2nd Char. Description: Other bikers and characters from the first book.
Cade & addison from book 1 seem to be annoyingly sweet in this book.
2nd Character(s) Likability Rating: 3
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H/h RELATIONSHIP INFO:
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Buildup Instant/Just Right/Too Long: They fight till 40% of the book, then start having sex at 45%
Any H/h Separations: They were friends to begin with at age 20 ish, then they separate and get back in their late twenties to romance each other.
Amount of Time H/h Spends Together: Just Right
Overall H/h Relationship Rating: 0
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OW/OM/Exes:
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Current OW/OM/Ex: Kind of - No biggy
Deceased OW/OM/Ex: No
Any Descriptive Sex w/OW/OM/Ex: No
-Before/During/Outside H/h Rela.: N/A
-Grovel Rating: N/A
Did OW/OM/Ex Ruin the Book For You: Yes, kind of. The h's dead sister keeps coming up in convo throughout this book and the h keeps comparing herself to her sister.
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TRIGGERS/WARNING:
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Any Triggers/Warnings: No
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AUTHOR OVERVIEW:
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Technical/Editing Quality: 3 -there were a few grammatical errors. Did not bother me.
Writing/Content Quality: 3- Repetitive dialogues, Conv's felt forced.
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PERSONAL OVERVIEW:
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Overall Rating: 1
Do You Recommend This Book: No
Will You Re-read This Book: No
Would You Read More Books By This Author: No. I think i am done.
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COMMENTS/NOTES:
The reason i did not like this book was because :
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I picked up this book for Spike!!! He felt me so unsatisfied when certain description of his spikes in Hell's Knights!
This is story of Spike and Ciara... Both of them have a history but love each other but they didn't end up saying. While, they assume each other as friends, Spike ends up marrying Ciara's sister. When his wife dies, the whole situation changes....
Now, Ciara is back and wanting to change him. We saw how Cade and Spike started talking to each other again when Addi came in. Addi is still our feisty girl.
How will they end? That's what yo have to find out..... plus his SPIKES!
" Spike entering the bar. He's furious and his body language screams anger. His eyes are would, his fists clenched, his chest heaving and his body rigid. Damn, he looks so gorgeous. He's like sex on legs. He's that kind of beautiful. "
Have fun reading!!! Bring on hot bikers, Cade and Spike! They are delicious!
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Book - Heaven's Sinners (The MC Sinners #2)
Author - Bella Jewel
Publication Date - September 23, 2013
Type - Stand-Alone Series
Genre - Romance, MC
Rating - 4 1/2 out of 5 Stars
Reading Order
Hell's Knights (The MC Sinners #1) - Cade and Addison's Story
Heaven's Sinners (The MC Sinners #2) - Spike and Ciara's Story
Knight's Sinner (The MC Sinners #3) - Jackson and Serenity's Story
Review
I cringed and felt totally devasted during the first half of this book. My heart broke for Ciara and I so wanted her to just tell Spike to "fuck off" and give up on him. I'm so happy that she didn't though - because when Spike finally gave in to his feelings - he was like a totally different man!!
I was leary about picking this book up to read it because I wasn't able to get into the first book which made me scared to give this one a try. I was so pleasantly surprised when I not only was able to get into the story...but I ended up LOVING it!! I felt the pain Ciara was going through - over and over being rejected by Spike and it wasn't just Spike that hurt her...it was her parents and also her sister in the past.
See, Ciara and Danny (Spike) were friends years ago and they did have more than just "friendly" feelings for each other but neither one would open up about it. It was then that Ciara's sister Chey wanted what Ciara had and went after Spike. Chey started a fight with Spike and told him she was interested in someone else, so Spike and Ciara ended up having sex (it was also Ciara's first time). Ciara overheard Spike telling Chey it was just a "revenge fuck" and didn't mean anything. Ciara takes off devastated and it turns out that Spike and Chey end up marrying. During the last book, Chey gets shot while driving Spike away from his enemy, Hogan and dies along with his unborn baby.
Ciara is still carrying hurt feelings about the past and ends up testifying against Spike in court and he vows to himself NEVER to forgive her for that. This book opens up with Ciara trying to gain forgiveness from Spike along with saving him from self-destruction.
Spike doesn't want to have anything to do with Ciara and just wants her to stay away from him. He isn't so nice to her and repeatedly bashes her with nasty and hurtful words. Ciara doesn't give up and continues to try and break down Spike's defenses.
Will Spike ever forgive Ciara? Will Ciara finally tell Danny how she really feels?
Wrap Up
This book grabbed me from the very beginning and had my heart breaking for Ciara and my mind so pissed off at Spike for his attitude.
If you are a fan of alpha males in an MC but didn't like the first book, then give this book a shot. It was so much better than the first. I can't wait to read the next book in this series. -
4 stars
our friendship might not be for everyone, but it’s ours, and because it’s ours, I love it.
Do you believe in second chances? Do you believe someone can be saved even if they think they don’t deserve it? Well, Spike and Ciara are about to find out, all Ciara want’s is to make things right, blinded by her anger, she said and did things she never meant, but sometimes the hurt runs too deep and it takes everything to make him see how truly sorry she really is.“You know what’s so pathetic about this situation?” I rasp, my hands shaking. “It’s that no matter how angry I am at you, no matter how many times you spit hurtful words at me, or how many times I keep telling myself to walk away, I can’t...I can’t walk away, Spike. I hate you, and yet I can’t walk away.”
As the truth begins to unravel, Spike Is left with a tough choice, does he put Ciara life on the line knowing his plan for revenge might blow back, something he doesn’t want to live through twice or keep her far away from him as he can? God knows he’s tried to stay away, but it’s a losing battle. Blinded by guilt, will he make the right choices the second time around?Can we go somewhere tonight and just be Ciara and Danny again. For one night, can we just get along?”
The problem with revenge is that there is always a risk, and if you don’t think things through all the way, you’re left facing your worst fears…“I can’t give you sweet things, and I can’t promise you nothin’. I’ve got a dangerous life, and until that life is sorted, I ain’t takin’ you as my Old Lady. I am gonna take you though, every fuckin’ night and day, ‘cause you belong in my bed.
Ever since Hell’s Knight, my heart broke and fell for Spike, so I was really excited to read his story with Ciara. I wasn’t sure how it was all gonna play out but I wasn’t disappointed at all, Spike was not as broken or lost as he thought he was, he just needed Ciara to make him see what he deserves everything and more. The only thing I had a hard time with was the dynamic between the sisters, it was all so fucked up, there really wasn’t any reason for it except for the fact that it was what it was. Happy to see Cade and Addison and the rest of the gang back here, getting me all excited for Jackson’s story!
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Ciara and Spike have been friends for years. They both had feeling for each other, but were to afraid to say anything for fear of ruining the friendship. Then Ciara's sister, Chey, comes into the picture and whisks Spike away from her. In a terrible tragedy Spike loses Chey and his unborn child leaving him in ruins and her family placing all the blame on him. The friendship broken beyond repair, leaving only hate and pain.
Now years later Ciara wants to put the past to rest and try to patch up her friendship with Spike. Only Spike is not ready to forgive Ciara for turning on him. These two cannot even be in the same room without yelling and screaming at each other, every conversation turns into fighting. At first Spike simply refuses to talk to her, but Ciara is persistent and will not back down, and finally gets him to come around, a little.“You told me to go and die last month,” I point out, crossing my arms. He flinches. “I was fuckin’ mad that you came back tryin’ to get my forgiveness.”
These two are an explosion waiting to happen. Both are broken and to stubborn to admit they need each other. Ciara can't get over her betrayed feelings that Spike chose her sister over her. Ciara has been in her sister's shadow her whole life. Even her parents would chose Chey and treat Ciara like shit. Though, threw all the BS she has put up with and being treated like she shouldn't exist, Spike's betrayal is what cuts her the most.“We were never friends!” I bellow. “I was just a way to get to Cheyenne. You fucked me, to get to Cheyenne. “That’s fuckin’ bullshit!” he roars. “It’s fuckin’ bullshit! I cared about you long before she came into the picture."
My only dislike was her parents. They are complete jackasses!! When they showed up towards the end and totally freaked out, I was glad she told them off. Only she should have really slapped them both, since they had no problem slapping her. I can't believe people would treat their child like that! Woohoo to Spike for standing up for her and treating to put them both on their asses!But it’s my happiness and you know what?” I get to my feet, my legs shaking. “I fucking deserve it!”
Can these two finally put aside years of hurt feelings and finally admit they love each other?? I mean the chemistry is explosive if they'd stop trying to fight it.
I really enjoyed this book. The romance aspect is great. It was hot hot hot! (Gotta love Spike and his kinky fetishes) And through in some sexy bikers and shoot outs, yes it was hot. ;)“What is it exactly we’re doing here?” I dare to ask as he moves his lips down my neck.“We’re lettin’ life take us where life is gonna take us, and this time, we’re not gonna fuckin’ fight it.” That sounds fine by me. Just perfect.
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**3.5 stars**
Definitely better than the first book. Spike and Ciara's story really pulled at the heartstrings. I was invested in them from the first page, and loved any time we got Spike's POV. My favorite parts were definitely the flashbacks and seeing the underlying friendship that is the foundation between Ciara and Spike......but YET AGAIN, a lot could have been avoided with a simple conversation.
I still think that the books try too hard and the dialogue feels too forced and choppy. In any event, I'm still interested in the characters and seeing where this series goes. I'll definitely be reading the third book, ESPECIALLY after the ending of this one.....it left me with a head scratcher. -
This book was told in Ciara and Spike's points of view in past and present. Their past is riddled with shared tragedy, heart break, and pain.
“Fuck, Ciara, you just can’t see that you meant the motherfuckin’ world to me.”
This is not only a story of Spike and Ciara reconnecting, but also Spike and Cade trying to get back their friendship that was also destroyed by the events of the past.
“You stupid fuckin’ idiot, we never stopped bein’ friends.”
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this series cant get any better i just totally luv it the first book was great but this 1 was even better an the reason is spike ohhhhh spike he is just soooooooo hot an very sexy i luv his character so much
we got a bit of a taste of him in hells knights an i liked him then u just cant help it he is such a strong character he can b a horrible arse sometime an i wanted 2 punch him an when hes horrible 2 ciara i want 2 really punch him i like ciara she is a great girl she as had a put up with her parents who r arseholes an then her sister wasnt must better spike an ciaras relationship goes back 2 when they were younger an they were best friends an then come ciaras sister who just had 2 get in the way spike luvd ciara an ciara luvd spike but they were friends an they both didnt want 2 break it so it made room 4 her sister lots of things happen and they both ended up hatin each other but then ciara moved out an ended up bein near spike again an al they did was kill each an then ciara wanted 2 get spike back as the friend she misses so much so then 1 thing lead 2 another an holy god they r sooooo hot 2gether i was gettin a bit hot under the collar bella jewel sure knows how 2 write a sex scene everyone in this book r HOT really HOT
i luvd that we got more of cade addison an jackson them character an great an i luv how they care an protect ciara an then we have the endin whoah it was good an made me want more cant wait 2 start the next 1 xxxx
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4 Stars!
My. Heart. And. Brain. Hurt.
This is Spike's book. We got to meet him in book 1. He is the President of Heaven's Sinners MC, tall, tatted, pierced very dangerous and a bad ass. I thought my heart was going to be ripped from my chest reading about his story. No wonder why he's so jaded...
Ciara (Tom Cat) is his long time BFF. She is innocent, beautiful and loyal. She is also very insecure because of how her parents raised her. She was always second best to her sister, Cheyenne. Nothing else compared or matters when Chey is involved. But whenever she felt down or needed a friend, she always had Danny/Spike. She knew he was a biker and getting involved with a club but never questioned it. When they were together, they were just two young kids hanging out, riding, and going to the movies or him taking her to and from work.Our friendship might not be for everyone, but it's ours, and because it's ours, I love it.
Cheyenne is just as beautiful as Ciara; she is just more up front. For years, Ciara and Spike were friends until Chey stepped up to the plate and changed everything. (asshole!) Chey marries Spike, we know from book 1 she is killed and because of all of this, Ciara's family falls apart and her friendship with Spike becomes non-existent. Their fall out is horrible. Everything he went through and then to have Ciara and her parents against him was just awful.
Spike and Ciara have major communication issues and have always had the issues since Day 1. They were just too young and dumb to openly talk and admit their feelings for each other. After years of not speaking, Ciara goes to Spike at his club to finally clear the air. Cue the angst, sexual tension, anger and drama! He won't speak to her and she's not giving up."When are you gonna see there's no point in fightin' for somethin' that don't wanna be fought for?"
"I won't because everyone deserves to be fought for Spike. Even you."
During all of this, Addie & Cade resurface and we get to see where they are at. Plus, we get more of the back story on the Chey-Spike-Ciara triangle. Not only is all of this being sorted out but Spike is seeking revenge from Chey's death. Addie and Ciara become bff's and Ciara starts working at the compound's bar too. The tension between Ciara and Spike is palpable and when it finally goes down, it is smokin' hot. His alpha protector is in full mode while all the revenge drama is going down and he is b-o-s-s-y!!! I really liked seeing his sweet side too. It's what won my heart.
"I can't give you sweet things, and I can't promise you nothin'. I've got a dangerous life, and until that life is sorted, I ain't takin' you as my Old Lady. I am gonna take you though, every fuckin' night and day, 'cause you belong in my bed. Now you got a choice here. You can turn and walk out that door and leave me go for good, or you can hang onto me, knowin' that right now I can't give you everything you want, but knowin' that one day, that might change."
Slowly, the walls come down and communication efforts begin. I am glad that they chose to clear the air together, heal together, grieve together and accept the past for what it is.
"It was you. You were the one who opened my heart. You were the first one to claim it and you were the one who fuckin' tore it out of my chest the day you ran off. You never gave me a chance to explain myself to you... My heart was always yours first."
I'm a sucker for drama, love stories and a bad boy. This had it all and more 'biker' aspects to it. Book 2 was better than book 1 to me but it is still good. You can still read this as a standalone too. ;) -
I would recommend if you have not read Hell's Knight which is the first in this series, you need to before reading this one to better understand Spike. With that being said this will contain spoilers as I am going to reference the first book.
This is the Story of Ciara and Spike.
Spike is dealing with the death of his wife ( which she died in a car accident while he and Cade where being chased) and since her death he is still feeling guilty about it and living life while keeping everyone closed off to himself. He has closed himself off to the thought of love and anything having to do with it.
Ciara is Spike's deceased wife's sister. Yeahh so his sister In law if you will. She was always second best to everything when it came to her sister She had been Spikes best friend and had fallen in love with him when she was a teenager, but as everything else in Ciara's life her sister snuck in and took Spike from her. She never told Spike that she loved him and he never told her that he loved her.
“I want to save you. I want that friend that I know is in there. I can’t walk away, Spike. I hate you, and yet I can’t walk away.”
So here we are years later and Ciara is finally going after what she wants and she will stop at nothing until she gets Spike to realize he does deserve love and he does deserve to be with her. She is going to get him to work through his guilt from her sister's death as well.
“It was you who took my heart, and you who fuckin’ broke it. She picked the pieces up when I couldn’t find you, and so I stopped fighting. Cheyenne might have had me in the end, Tom Cat, but my heart was always yours first.”
I thought this book was better then the first one, the steam factor in this one was great. The characters where great ...
I can't wait for Jackson's book and I would LOVE to see Muff get his own book hahahah
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Book 2 of the MC Sinners series gives us the story of Spike and Ciara. Both introduced in book 1 –
Hell's Knights – we learned a bit of their tragic background story, and I was really intrigued to see how these two would come together!
Ciara and Spike (Danny) were best friends. Both secretly harbouring feelings for the other, neither of them were brave enough to act on it for fear of ruining their friendship. So when Ciara’s outgoing, flirty and favoured sister, Cheyenne came along with her sights firmly set on Spike, Ciara’s insecurities as the ‘second-best sister’ take over and, thinking she was making Spike happy, she denied her feelings, and encouraged the two of them together. Spike was gutted, but figuring that Ciara didn’t want him, allowed himself to be caught up in Cheyenne and they eventually fell in love and married (after he broke Ciara’s heart once and for all, prompting her to run away and break all contact with her entire family). She returns when Cheyenne is brutally murdered while trying to drive Spike and his best friend Cade away from a deal gone wrong. Devastated and angry, Ciara directed her fury towards Spike, who is consumed by his own guilt and devastation, and has become a class-1 asshole, shutting out everybody and hell bent on getting vengeance.
Phew! How’s that for a catch up! (Non spoilery, because most of this is revealed in the first book). And it’s also a great set up some massive fireworks when Ciara and Spike to run into each other years later.
Spike is the Prez of his own MC club, Heaven’s Sinners, while Ciara is under the protection of the Hell’s Knights, as she is friends with Cade, and his Old Lady, Addison, the main couple from the first book (who we get to see lots of). Despite their traumatic history, Ciara is still carrying some major feelings for Spike, and when he shows up in town, she makes it her mission to earn his forgiveness, even though he viciously pushes her away.“Fuck you, Spike”
“Been there, done that, wasn’t memorable.”
That asshole.
But she is a persistent little thing, and the more she pushes, Spike finds it harder and harder to resist her.“I flop back down onto my ass and watch her leave. That skirt really is too fuckin’ short. Jesus. It puts me into a place I haven’t been for a long time. It makes me want to smash every fucker that looks her way. I turn to Addison again, and she’s smiling over at me.
“She has a nice ass, right?”
“Shut the fuck up Addison.”
She bursts out laughing.
Fuck.
This is going to be a long night.”
And when Ciara and Spike finally manage to have a civil conversation with each other and start to really talk, old feelings resurface, and depth of emotion between them is finally revealed.“I was never good enough for you, Tom Cat … You were different, you were beautiful, quiet, and fuckin’ fragile. I would have broken you.”
I really loved how determined Ciara was to fight for her man. He is hurt, damaged, and carrying a whole lot of anger, but she never gives up on him. She wants so much to help him, doesn’t shy away from telling him how she feels, and she is prepared to go the distance for him, however she can get him.“When are you gonna see there’s no point in fightin’ for something that don’t wanna be fought for?”
“I won’t, because everyone deserves to be fought for Spike. Even you.”
“Fuck,” he growls. “Just fuckin’ stop makin’ me want you. I am not what you need, can’t you see that?”
“No,” I rasp, leaning in closer.
“Tom Cat, this is playin’ with fuckin’ fire. You’ll get burned.”
“I’ll risk it.”
And in return she gets more biker than she could ever have expected! A whole lot of sexy time – anywhere, everywhere, with a little bit of kink on the side, and some weird-ass piercings included (hence the name ‘Spike’- OUCH!) - and a whole lot of biker swoon!“You make my fuckin’ heart hurt. You make my body so fuckin’ wound up with need it aches. You make my fuckin’ days bright, and not one of those fuckin’ days has passed that you haven’t been in my head. Might have had her first, might have fuckin’ loved her first, but you’re the one who ends this with me.”
But with the ghost of Ciara’s sister between them, as well as all of the anger and hatred that they have both harboured through the years, it’s a highly emotional ride. They also both have their own issues to sort through, and don’t forget Spike’s driving need for revenge. The combination gives us a fast paced story which is emotional, exciting and explosive, with lots of ups and downs and a gorgeous love story woven through.
I really enjoyed it, and am looking forward to Jackson’s story next.
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Ciara used to care for Spike but then Spike got her sister killed. Or so that is what she says. Spike lost his wife and unborn baby and hates Ciara because she sold him out and blamed him for killing his wife Cheyanne. Spike carries a lot of guilt about Cheyanne and his baby and doesn't think he's worth saving.
Something happened to me while reading this book that has never happened before. I've hated characters before but I can't remember ever hating a character that was dead. I really didn't like the person Cheyanne was when she was alive. I didn't understand why Spike loved her, and I really didn't get why she was such a bitch to her sister. I am so glad Cheyanne was dead in this book because I wanted to jump in and kill her myself during some of Ciara's flashbacks. Cheyanne was just an evil, conniving person.
I really enjoyed this book better then the first. Ciara wasn't nearly as annoying as Addison although near the end she was just as stupid. One thing that I didn't like about this book was the amount of sex in it. It seemed to be a lot more then the first. I don't have a problem with the sex scenes as long as there is a good story to go with it but this was a little excessive in my option. I don't think even Spike could get it up that many times (sorry......Tmi.....lol).
Spike was likable and for those of you who like kink Spike had a little fetish. Another interesting thing about Spike was how he got his name.
All the old gang was around, Jackson, Cade, and Addison of course. The end set up the next book which is Jackson's story. It was a little far fetched and unbelievable(how he and Serenity meet) but I am willing to see where Bella Jewel takes that story. I get the feeling that that book is going to be a lot like the first as far as the main character, Serenity, is concerned. All hints seem to point to the fact that Serenity has had a very bad life which was also the case with Addison.
As far as MC books go I think this is a pretty good series. I have a hard time putting it down and I like the story lines.Some people don't think this series is dark enough for an MC book series but I have a hard time stomaching some of the biker books so this series works great for me.
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I am so ready for this book.
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Spike, you are an asshole. And you don't deserve her...
1,5 stars
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ive read better youtube comments than this
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Spike still’s feel guilty for the death of his wife, killed during a car chase that was chasing him and Cade. His whole life after that was lived in function of that guilt, and especially the guilt that his wife wasn’t the only woman he loved. She was not even the woman he loved the most. That was another one, her sister. This time we focus on Spike and his………erm…………..delicately placed spikes. We know most of Spike’s back story from Hell’s Knights and it’s a tragic one and now he is hell bent on avenging the tragedies of the past whatever the cost. Ciara, his dead-wife’s sister and also his first love is still harbouring deep affection for him and she won’t let him close himself off and she attempts to rekindle the fire that once burned so brightly and reawaken those feelings Spike once had for her. This is story of Spike and Ciara... Both of them have a history but love each other but they didn't end up saying. Spike knows tragedy, he knows that feelings are better left hidden. He refuses to put his heart out there again, after the devastation of losing his wife, Ciara's sister, it's a pain he's not willing to ever let himself feel.. He struggles daily to fight the darkness that consumes him..Each morning he wakes up feeling the same, alone, cold, empty, and riddled with guilt.. Ciara and Spike have been friends for years. They both had feeling for each other, but were to afraid to say anything for fear of ruining the friendship. Then Ciara's sister, Chey, comes into the picture and whisks Spike away from her. In a terrible tragedy Spike loses Chey and his unborn child leaving him in ruins and her family placing all the blame on him.
Well this was another wild ride with Bella Jewel’s MC Sinners. I picked up this book for Spike!!! He felt me so unsatisfied when certain description of his spikes in Hell's Knights! I cringed and felt totally devasted during the first half of this book. My heart broke for Ciara and I so wanted her to just tell Spike to "fuck off" and give up on him. I'm so happy that she didn't though - because when Spike finally gave in to his feelings - he was like a totally different man!! I was leary about picking this book up to read it because I wasn't able to get into the first book which made me scared to give this one a try. I would recommend if you have not read Hell's Knight which is the first in this series, you need to before reading this one to better understand Spike. With that being said this will contain spoilers as I am going to reference the first book. This book was told in Ciara and Spike's points of view in past and present. Their past is riddled with shared tragedy, heart break, and pain. This is not only a story of Spike and Ciara reconnecting, but also Spike and Cade trying to get back their friendship that was also destroyed by the events of the past. My. Heart. And. Brain. Hurt. A damaged Alpha hero is my ultimate weakness so I was eagered to read Spike's book. From the previous book we are familiar with Ciara and Spike's relationship. Not too heavy when compared to book 1. Although Cheyenne's past was tragic but I'm glad I had a preview on the previous book. Well, this is steamy and the name Spike entails a lot of erotic ideas.(lol:P) hmmmm.. You ever read a book that completes your mood?! This one was a perfect read for me today. Spike-Just one night...pretty please?! Heaven's Sinners is a fantastic follow-up to Hell's Knights. I liked reading about Spike and Ciara's story much better than Cade and Addi's. Spike and Ciara have a beautifully tortured history that added an extra layer that we never saw in Hell's Knights. It is more emotionaly in depth and involved than Cade and Addi's story, in my opinion. I am slightly annoyed with how it ended.... shouldn't the end of this book try to hook us into reading the next book? Apparently, that is not what the author is doing and i find that frustrating and confusing. Loved Spike even though he was an ass sometimes.. And that ending yes I want to beat you Bella... Hurry up with the next one!! I really like this series bikers are just hot!
How did Spike get his name?
"He has numerous spikes in his..."
“Fuck you, Spike.”
“Been there, done that, wasn’t memorable.”
“Don’t want you to fuckin’ save me, Ciara. Don’t want you in my fuckin’ life. When will you get that through your head? I don’t want to be in your life. I didn’t chose you, I chose her. You need to fuckin’ move on. I am not the same person I was before.”
“I want to save you. I want that friend that I know is in there. I can’t walk away, Spike. I hate you, and yet I can’t walk away.”
“I was never enough for you,” I rasp. “I cared about you. Fuck Spike, I loved you. But you didn’t fucking see me. You just saw her. I was never pretty enough, never good enough, I couldn’t compare.”
Spike runs his hands up and down his cock, and it takes me a moment to realize what he’s doing. He’s pulling off the spikes.
“It was you who took my heart, and you who fuckin’ broke it. She picked the pieces up when I couldn’t find you, and so I stopped fighting. Cheyenne might have had me in the end, Tom Cat, but my heart was always yours first.”
" Spike entering the bar. He's furious and his body language screams anger. His eyes are would, his fists clenched, his chest heaving and his body rigid. Damn, he looks so gorgeous. He's like sex on legs. He's that kind of beautiful. "
Our first kiss was a kiss of passion, it was real, it was beautiful, gut wrenching, soul shattering, mind blowing out of this fucken world..
"I can't give you sweet things, and I can't promise you nothin, I've got a dangerous life, and until that life is sorted, I ain't takin you as my old lady, but I am going to take you every fuckin' night and day, cause you belong in my bed..
Our friendship might not be for everyone, but it’s ours, and because it’s ours, I love it.
“You know what’s so pathetic about this situation?” I rasp, my hands shaking. “It’s that no matter how angry I am at you, no matter how many times you spit hurtful words at me, or how many times I keep telling myself to walk away, I can’t...I can’t walk away, Spike. I hate you, and yet I can’t walk away.”
Can we go somewhere tonight and just be Ciara and Danny again. For one night, can we just get along?”
“You told me to go and die last month,” I point out, crossing my arms. He flinches. “I was fuckin’ mad that you came back tryin’ to get my forgiveness.”
“We were never friends!” I bellow. “I was just a way to get to Cheyenne. You fucked me, to get to Cheyenne. “That’s fuckin’ bullshit!” he roars. “It’s fuckin’ bullshit! I cared about you long before she came into the picture."
But it’s my happiness and you know what?” I get to my feet, my legs shaking. “I fucking deserve it!”
“What is it exactly we’re doing here?” I dare to ask as he moves his lips down my neck.“We’re lettin’ life take us where life is gonna take us, and this time, we’re not gonna fuckin’ fight it.” That sounds fine by me. Just perfect.
“Fuck, Ciara, you just can’t see that you meant the motherfuckin’ world to me.”
“You stupid fuckin’ idiot, we never stopped bein’ friends.”
"When are you gonna see there's no point in fightin' for somethin' that don't wanna be fought for?"
"I won't because everyone deserves to be fought for Spike. Even you."
"It was you. You were the one who opened my heart. You were the first one to claim it and you were the one who fuckin' tore it out of my chest the day you ran off. You never gave me a chance to explain myself to you... My heart was always yours first."
I don't want to be in your life. I didn't chose you, I chose her.
Ciara, get your motherfuckin ass out here, NOW! -
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4 stars
A damaged Alpha hero is my ultimate weakness so I was eagered to read Spike's book.
From the previous book we are familiar with Ciara and Spike's relationship. Once upon a time they were best friends both being scared to tell the other how they feel. It all goes downhill when Ciara's sister, Cheyenne takes a liking to Spike.I don't want to be in your life. I didn't chose you, I chose her.
The book had a present-past format and the past flashbacks were confusing as they were out of sync. Character wise I liked Ciara and well Spike 'what's not to like about him?'Ciara, get your motherfuckin ass out here, NOW!
Apart from the overuse of the word 'fuckin' I think this is a pretty tame biker book and like the first, concentrates more on the relationship.
A great book to pick up if your looking for an easy-to-read, second chance book with an Alpha male.
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